why [not] me?
still haven't fathomed the feelings felt…
was i a [subject] not worth studying…
a peasant not meant for royalty?
a canvas with a portrait too perfect to be worked
did i not met the [standards]?
or was i [better] than your expectations…
too much for you to take?
too a-sharp for your b-flat
was it my breath?
i know i checked it…
or maybe it was my teeth
my eyes [too far] apart…
it was, that andré nose, wasn't it?
did my nervousness make you uncomfortable
or my assertiveness too overbearing
is it the fact that i intimidate you
did i exude too much confidence,
too much positivity, so i needed a place for negative light
was it what I said,
what i've done?
or what you haven't?
it had to be something…
most people ask "why me..." while i can fail to understand
"why not?"
I miss you too bloggie.
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