my new years resolution...

well, i guess i would say all the usual stuff
get straight As
get a six pack...

floss everyday

stop biting my nails...

but, i really want to get closer to god...

we've always had a relationship

but for some reason

i never leave things up to him

i feel like i can't completely surrender

and allow him to take the lead

i don't really know why

i guess, i've always had to do things myself

and have always told myself that

in the end,

i have to do everything myself.

so

this year

and every year thereafter

allowing my relationship with god...

to lead me.

and yep,

i'll follow...

tis all...