and i wonder

and i wonder

if you knew what you mean to me...

if you think about what we are

or what we could be

if you think of me before you fall asleep

pick up the phone, find my name

but never call

have dreams in which i feature

start to write a text

and come to a loss for words

i wonder

if i give you reason to smile

or if you hate being away for a while

if you question if i feel the same

wonder if it were worth the trouble

worth any of the pain

if you get dressed in the morning

hoping i’ll like it

if you go over situations wondering what you should’ve done different

if you hear the phone ring and wish it were me

if you enjoy my company as much as I enjoy yours

I wonder if you feel like you’re in middle school all over again

because you’re still getting butterflies

if you think about us holding hands

or stepping on my toes if we ever dance

i wonder if you find it hard to express how you feel

if you could put it to words

wonder what i’d think

because i wonder

and so

i wonder

if you do....