changes...

i feel like i'm going through them
not purposely
but slowly and surely
they're happening
as though by the subconscious
but consciously
does that makes sense?

for so long
it's been so hard
and it is still
but i am coming to accept them
and its not so bad
not at all really
its...
better
these changes
the ones i thought i wouldn't get over
like a bad habit...
i still bite my nails...
and even that changed for a while
it went well, temporarily
but i came back
like gravity...
but thats aside from the point
changes...
are upon me
its...
well
a change....



p.s. like the new colors???
lol...
they have to grow on me...