a resolution...

my resolution

not to become another person

but to become a better person

minus the frustration

the fabrications

the harm that i caused

the hurt that i feel

adding the joy of the world

the breaks to smell the lilacs

laughs after laughter

multiplied by happiness and prosperity

the passion of love

and its strength

divided amongst many

my family

and the company of friends

i don’t want to start over

i want to start again

turning the pages

into another chapter

part of a tall tale

in the life of the day

from once upon a time

until the closing credits

what was great in ‘08

should be divine in ‘09

thus

for anything and everything i did

to any extent that i shouldn’t have

there are no words i could say to take it away

and i know sorries don’t make them better

be aware that i have no desire to take away yours

my apologies…

for those who continue in attempts to break me down

steal my joy, degrade my existence

remain speed bumps and cones on my road to success

realize that you have failed, and will continue to

and at the end of the day

my god is only using you as a tool to build my glory

so

thank you…

you made my great, greater…

and i hope you stay, so this greatness becomes greatest

to the ones that matter

the ones that care

i wish you more than anything

so many blessings

good health and all the things i wish i could give you

aside from my heart

i love you… with all the arteries and blood cells in my heart

in conclusion

this year i am

resolving to resolve…

the issues of my past, in order to move well and wealthy

into my future

be safe,

be positive

lymi…

or in elaborate words

i love you

And i mean that…

happy new year